Wed Apr 29, 2020 10:54 pm
Hi Guys!
I know it's been a while since I was last on here but I've been so busy for the last 7 months. I got out of the habit of practising because I really didn't have time & couldn't make time.
Dad was diabetic. In November, we found out he had C.O.P.D & I.P.F. He'd been forgetting to turn off the gas after cooking & to lock the door on a night for a while but we daren't say anything as we were scared of what he'd say & do. He'd also been very argumentative for a while. He started doing things that not only endangered himself but me & Mother too. He also kept us up until very late at night & got us up very early in the morning. We couldn't sleep much anyway as we were worrying what he was doing while we were asleep. It really got me & Mother down. We got told we had to go out & speak to normal people & do creative things. In February he got diagnosed with dementia. He kept collapsing & having to go into hospital. We were going to get carers after this virus was over as we couldn't give him the 24/7 care he needed & we needed a break. In the middle of March he got diagnosed with asbestosis. At the end of March he died. It's been harder sorting everything out as everything has had to be done by phone or e-mail.
I've got to get back into the habit of practising & encourage Mother to do the same as it would help her too.
Let your creativity run free.
You can be who you want to be.
You can do what you want to do.
The only 1 you have to please is you.