Hello from Central Illinois-- I'm not sure what I'm doing here, just found this site. Feeling like I need some assistance in my Spiritual journey. I've read tons of books, seen lots of videos, mostly focusing on Tolle, Chopra, Dyer, some Hicks and Bashar. Just feeling a bit overwhelmed by the number of choices offered by so many teachers. I'm drawn to meditation and the Present Moment Awareness that Tolle speaks of. History of depression and low self-esteem has transformed into an awareness of the inestimable value of all living things, the Oneness of all life.
But I'm feeling a "lack" within my spiritual practice somehow. It appears that my intellect (Ego-mind) just takes control and I lack the ability to even know how I'm truly [i]feeling[i] at any given time, except of course for the extremes. I feel that I need a discussion group, as there is NO ONE in my life with whom I can discuss anything spiritual as I see it. Hope I'm in the right place. If not, just let me know, k, thx
