Choiceless Awareness
Posted: Thu Sep 26, 2013 2:41 pm
This is something that I've seen mentioned in the mindfulnesss stuff that I've read, but it's not something that has been a part of my practice until recently.
In the past, my attention has always been 'fixed' to something, be it breath, sound or vision. Recently I have been experimenting with 'choiceless awareness,' that is allowing the attention to go wherever it pleases in the present moment. I'll start the meditation off paying attention to my breath for example, then I might hear some interesting sounds or feel another sensation in my body, and I'll move my attention to those. Thinking still occurs of course, and I return my attention to something that is going on in the present moment.
I have to say, it's a little bit tricky. When you are used to having your attention tethered to something, this kind of freedom makes it easier to get distracted. It's really pleasant when you can achieve it for a sustained period though. It feels more natural than locking your attention onto one particular thing, and I have felt deep relaxation when trying to follow this technique.
Anyone else out there have any experience of this?
In the past, my attention has always been 'fixed' to something, be it breath, sound or vision. Recently I have been experimenting with 'choiceless awareness,' that is allowing the attention to go wherever it pleases in the present moment. I'll start the meditation off paying attention to my breath for example, then I might hear some interesting sounds or feel another sensation in my body, and I'll move my attention to those. Thinking still occurs of course, and I return my attention to something that is going on in the present moment.
I have to say, it's a little bit tricky. When you are used to having your attention tethered to something, this kind of freedom makes it easier to get distracted. It's really pleasant when you can achieve it for a sustained period though. It feels more natural than locking your attention onto one particular thing, and I have felt deep relaxation when trying to follow this technique.
Anyone else out there have any experience of this?