Mindfulness Your Inner Star

[Compass]

Well I was meditating and I usually get intense imagery.
Sometimes its hard to make sense of it,but I thought someone could help me.and give me a bit.of advice or insight.


What happened was,.I was found myself in space among the stars floating with my therapist.
I then recalled we were sitting on some invisible waves,he was sitting the opposite of me on his wave and I was sitting on my wave.
I then noticed he had all these stars on his body, I asked "You got so many stars" and then he responded "yes,each star is a experience. Whether good or bad"
I felted I guess sad and I said "But, I have no star" then he looked at me hopeful and said "You need to find your inner star"
So I thought "my inner star?"
Then suddenly I awoke from a egg shell, the egg shell was human size. The egg shell was floating just above the ground of the symbol from the floot of a star with a blue circle. I then stepped out from the egg and noticed a glow and a small pink star on my chest.
Jesus Christ came to me and said you did it and was really happy for me.
I wanted to show to my therapist and tell him the good news. I looked out to the field but he was no where to be found. Jesus told me be careful who I show this too.

Suddenly I was in small wooden boat, it was night time. The water was black from the reflection of the night sky. There was million of stars in the sky.
Sitting opposite of me was my therapist. He smiled at me because I finally knew something that he wanted me to know for a long time.
I asked "did we, where we, do you believe in past lives"?
He smiled with a sparkle in his eyes and said "yes we where. We were lovers." as he lean back. I stood up and walked towards him but the boat kinda shake . "Why didn't you tell me" I asked. "Oh sorry" I said as I noticed the boat shooked. He said "you don't like shaking things, do you"? I said "no"
Then I said "why now?, what happened" so he explained to me "Something happened to your past self, I wasn't there anymore to help you. So it was brought into the present now." I knew what he meant. That I bought my past pain to my present self. I sense he seemed ashamed about or sad. "So, God made us meet again in the present,to fixed what was missed before"
I thought about it and reached out and place my palm on his plam and as I slowly let go of my hand a pink light orb appeared. I said "No, we weren't lovers we were brother and sister in the past lives." I said excited.
It seemed my therapist wasn't aware of that. He said "yes, we were, we were.close. Though I was envious when ever you found a boyfriend each time"

And that was.it
What does it mean?

[Matt Y]

Hi Compass,

I don't believe anyone can tell you what your experience means. These things are very personal, and they don't really have any meaning (in my view) other than the meaning you attribute to them. Rather than seeking external input why not just reflect on what it means for you? What seems significant? How does it make you feel? Does it offer you hope or reassurance, or something else?

[JonW]

'Rather than seeking external input why not just reflect on what it means for you?'

My thoughts exactly.
Jon